Hello everyone! This is the author. The real author not the fake one writing about Sunny. I will also be staying anonymous as I don't need my name attached to this piece. It's a standalone story that has nothing to do with me.
I struggle with mental health. I have a lot of problems. I spiral A LOT. Often times it's while I'm listening to true crime (I should really stop). I get ideas of things that I would never really do. It scares me. So I'm using this as an outlet! Taking all my bad and evil thoughts and writing them out as a sort of theraputic release.
Also before anyone asks, Sunny is not a real person. I don't know anyone named Sunny other than that one dragon in Wings of Fire. The pictures of Sunny are all photoshopped from random images on Google. I do not know the people in the photos I'm using, but if need be I will use different photos. This website is in its early stages so all the photos are kinda placeholders? I would like to be able to distort the photos of 'Sunny' into some strange uncanny version of what the mc sees his perfect lover as. For now I'm just practicing photo manipulation lol
I cover a lot of dark topics on this website, all of which come from the bad parts of my mind I never wish to actually see the light of day. Some parts are things my head wants me to do (i.e. the stalking and photos of people) others are things my head is trying to convince me should happen to me (i.e. pretty much everything that happens to Sunny). I have a really tough time with my mental illness. As far as I can remember I have never been hurt the same way Sunny is being hurt in the story (though my memory is extremely spotty). My head tells me that I should be hurt that way, that I'm not justified with my feelings, my sexuality, or my desires unless I go through that sort of pain. It's a lot. I don't really feel comfortable discussing this stuff with my therapist (what am I supposed to say? hey doc i think i should be SAed and i know i dont need to but deep down i feel guilty for not being hurt that way) so this is my way of facing those feelings.
None of the things in this story should be replicated in real life. While they come from my head, I am at least well enough to understand that what the main character is doing is morally wrong. VERY WRONG. And if you want to do what MC does PLEASE seek mental help. Therapy works really well when you find a good one. It is okay to feel those emotions, I literally feel them myself it's why I'm writing now. As long as you understand that no it's not okay to stalk and assult the people you like. That's weird.
If you would like to reach out and discuss any of this with me feel free to message the email that is pasted all over this site. If you need a place to vent, go ahead. I'm like....a tiny therapist for most of my friends its fine. Just make sure to note that you want a response OOC and you're talking directly to me or else I might not realise and respond in character. Thanks.